today, i saw the ocean and its waves and i didn’t want it to take me away as i previously had every time i saw the ocean for the past year … my brain wasn’t flooded with the giant waves of lifeless thoughts but swept with peace as the new…

Recently, I got my formal mental health diagnosis. I’m not surprised as I’ve already been suspecting some kind of depression for more than a year and I honestly just wanted to get diagnosed so I can stop questioning if I have every other mental health disorder. I thought I would…

Last night, Dad spent over 2 hours teaching me how to do taxes since this was my first time. And I couldn’t help but keep eyeing his hair that he dyed darker to hide his all whitened head. Every time, I see my parents and other older aunties, uncles, grandparents…

Currently 9:30pm at night and procrastinating from work. I’m feeling very nostalgic from writing (typing) again disregarding the fact that I forgot how to spell nostalgic and had to google it. When I was younger like elementary school, in the after school program, I aspired to be an author. I…