today, i saw the ocean and its waves
and i didn’t want it to take me away as i previously had every time i saw the ocean for the past year
…
my brain wasn’t flooded with the giant waves of lifeless thoughts
but swept with peace as the new waves washed in
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instead of only looking into the horizon of the ocean
where i would often see myself being taken away by the waves and drowning seemed peaceful
today, i also looked up and saw the numerous stars
that God used to paint His promise to Abraham thousands of years ago
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the infinite stars like the infinite promises that God has made, is making and keeps including His promise of healing me as He continues to save me
the stars that i sometimes forgot about but are there and have been there watching on me
the wanting to drown me and the rediscovering life me
